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♥ Monday, November 29 ♥
ok.things are a lil better..attending my grad nite later.. pretty excited..  left her thoughts ♥ 9:53:00 AM
♥ Thursday, November 25 ♥
the day has come to an end..
but this lousy feelin still remains.. i feel as miserable as before.. nothin i do,will win you back. this heavy feelin in my heart.. is somethin i cannot take.. i hope you'll come back to me, one day perhaps... but till den,i'll just sit and wait.. _sAddnESs FillS mY heArT,oncE aGaIn_ left her thoughts ♥ 9:26:00 PM
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my tears have all dried up.
i cant cry animore... i dont want to.. no point cryin over spilled milk. i'll just look forward,and do wadever i can... and i mean EVERYTHIN... i jus hope there's this tinny winny bit of hope of a reconciliation. just a little bit will do.... den again,i'm prolly just hopin for da impossible.... sighs.... tried to occupy myself fer da past few days.to stop myself from thinkin. went out with *patricia* and sum of da Pei chun guys, she just came back from austarlia on a holiday,but she'd be goin back soon. we hang around town and walked all da way to city hall.... and that was when,i was totally upset..because,that place reminded me of him. we walked to esplanade and sat at da roof-top..how i wish....it wasnt with them thank goodness i was strong,or else i'd be bawling,not cryin.. and i'm afraid i might flood da roof-top. told *pat* what happened.but i didnt wanna cry in front of her... dun wanna be seen as a weak gurl. which i know i am.. ah..wad a contradiction.. well... sighs _iF OnLy_ left her thoughts ♥ 2:52:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, November 23 ♥
tonight's gonna be another miserable night...
sighs..with you ignoring me.... i'm feelin it now.... i'm not as what ya think... i am not the kind who cant sustain a long term relationship... i'll prove you wrong.. _SoRrOwFuL_ left her thoughts ♥ 10:16:00 PM
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I AM FREE!!!!!!!!!............
but i'm unhappy..... wasnt in da mood to sit fer my paper.... cried da nite away.... woke up and cried.... tried to study but i couldnt concentrate.... at da examination hall,i tried to hold back my tears... needed to finish my paper... i did..... but i felt absolutely souless..... sighs.... totally lousy mood...sighs... its all my fault..... i wish i could do somethin... this is da FRIST time i quarelled with someone fer such a long time...... feels terrible..... it really does........ _sAD_ left her thoughts ♥ 4:12:00 PM
♥ Monday, November 22 ♥
i'm not afraid to say this once again...
you mean alot to me..... you really do........... i love you..... _sIghs_ left her thoughts ♥ 7:00:00 PM
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well,things didnt turn out da way i thought it wld..
once again,i'm faced with a dilemma. things that i do always seems wrong. what i thought was right,is always wrong..... i thought it was a solution to my problem, but,instead,it became a bigger problem. people dont see things the way i do.. den again,i'll say it once more.. no one understands how i feel. no one sees my intentions.... everythin i do.... it always seems wrong... why??? prolly i'll screw things up again... yea...u'll prolly think i'm just another immature 17 yeaar old gurl who has no brains.. who doesnt care about other people's feelings. that i only care for myself.... guess u're right... i'm nothin. i really am. sorry if i disappointed you once again... i cant explain to you,coz you think its just another excuse... if only u'd give me another chance to explain to you,i would... sorry... ah.....da word has lost its meaning... if only u knew... that u mean alot to me... ah...i know,its meaningless now. u told me not to bother... ya.a taste of my own medicine... _dowN_ left her thoughts ♥ 4:28:00 PM
♥ Sunday, November 21 ♥
had a little arguement with *aj*...
well,told her this mornin that i haf no more feelings fer her.. sorry that it turned out this way... the feelin is gone,it is dead... i cant possibly get it back right?? so i'm happy with my life now,i hope u're happy with yours. this episode is over..... i'm so glad it is..... i see no point dragging it further.. it'll get us no-where. hope u understand... be hapy.always.....
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♥ Saturday, November 20 ♥
gotta call frm Mini Toons...
Boss told me to start work on da 1st of Dec... ma made a big fuss bout me workin.. hey...at least i dun hafta survive on $25 A WEEK... i'll earn money and spend it da way i like...rather...buy more clothes.. arh,of coz i'll save too.... prolly spend some on my baby.. =) i'm slackin like crazy...and da Os not over yet..... arh.............. called *aj* today.she asked me bout my life... told her my life's really great. bet she's busy with that FIDO.... even if she wanna deny it... who cares??? i haf my baby to care for...... i'm over her...... i'm gonna be straight... get back with God..... i hope i can stay that way...... ======================================================= OLINDA.....why must she be out??? well,i hope my doggy's still with her...=) ar...to me,Sly shouldnt be in.... feel that OLINDA sings way better den him... arh...den again...its becoz of his Fan base... all da best den..... everyone's a winner...... ma say she'll try to ge tix to da Spore Idol Grad finals... YEAH!!!!..I CAN SEE DICK!!!!...heee... i think he's gorgeous....... not extremely good lookin... but there's just somethin bout him.... haha.... okok...i told my ma that...she almost fainted..... hahah............... ' i really miss you my baby,more and more each day... _hApPy_ left her thoughts ♥ 6:55:00 PM
♥ Friday, November 19 ♥
Accounts was good....
Hope to get an A.... Paper 2 was really good.... arh.....2 more papers to go and I AM FREE!!!... HAIL to FREEDOM!!!!... i miss you baby...really wanna see you.... soon i hope.... _miSSiN yOU_ left her thoughts ♥ 4:29:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, November 17 ♥
ok.i'm glad to announce... i'm over her..TOTALLY... i dun care a shit if she's back with THAT INSIGNIFICANT FIDO... i'll care no more..... aniwae.i'm expecting that to happen,its only a matter of time... but who cares right??.. i've got my own life to lead..happy and carefree.... like before i met her.....=) friends are gettin attached.... i'm happy fer them... but i seriously see no point in havin one.. since its da same old thing.. 1 VICIOUS cycle Lovey Dovey,one hurtin da other....DRAMA....lots of cryin.....and it goes on and on..i have had enough...i trust no one but me.... _mIsS iNdEpEnDeNt_ left her thoughts ♥ 4:20:00 PM
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God answered my prayer....
I love him,i'll always do.... 'I miss you baby...wonder when i'll be able to see you... _mIsSin YoU_ left her thoughts ♥ 3:44:00 PM
♥ Sunday, November 14 ♥
I fuckin SWEAR no one understands da misery i'm in....
I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. I HATE IT.. _HeLl_ left her thoughts ♥ 6:42:00 PM
♥ Friday, November 12 ♥
ok.it finally dawned on me that time flies...that..school is really over and we're not gonna see each other everyday anymore.. realised that after readin KuKu's last entry... she wrote this bout me : cheryl a.k.a 'the short 1' :) you're like so gonna hate me for writing that larr...but too bad!this small but powerful little girl is great fun to be with.gonna miss having a short girl standing behind me for morning assembly.:) i still remember the very first time when you stood behind me and i always like, "is there anyone behind me?" cause i can't feel anyone beside me after yanting [and she's like 167 lar,so understand how i feel mah] stood behind me for like, 2 years.i'm just so not used to it larr. but don't worry, i am used to it now. c'mon, come and kill me! if you bear to lar.i'm so lovable yeah? haha. Thanx ya.. and i'm not gonna kill you... if i do...da KuKU Bird species is really gonna be extinct coz u're da last KuKU Bird standin..hee..... i will miss everyone... definitely everyone's gonna miss everyone... i hope that made some sense... aniwae...i'll do a dedication nxt time.... been slackin loads...oko..tired to study history...CHINA!!... and kept fallin aslp... this shows how boring China is.haha... 'I'M goNNa be mIsS iNdepEdenT...sHe RuLeS HeR oWn wOrLd & nOtHiN'S goNnA stOp hEr.. _iLlUsIoNs_ left her thoughts ♥ 10:15:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, November 10 ♥
this feelin inside...
is driving me crazy... an indescribable feelin... somethin i feel so strongly about.. again..i cant put my finger on it..... why?? prolly its becoz of YOU... i hope to see u burn in hell.......... its a sin to wish fer things like that.. but i'll sin anyway.... Just for YOU... _hATrEd_ left her thoughts ♥ 1:59:00 PM
♥ Saturday, November 6 ♥
this is to da girl i hate da most....
this boils down to da point...if i hate someone,i really do... I FUCKIN HATE YOU!!! For everything you do I'd like to swallow you And every day I'm gonna blame you Even if you justify Every fuckin bullshit lie It only makes me want to break you You pull me down And crucify name You make me insane It's broken now, Don't ever look my way Don't even think I'm playin Cuz I fuckin hate you You're such a liar And I'd love to hang you You're all the same to me When you repeatedly Take advantage of me The only thought I get of you, sickens me Everybody knows you're fake You're everything I fuckin hate And I'm everything that you could never be You pull me down And crucify name You make me insane It's broken now, Don't ever look my way Don't even think I'm playin I fuckin hate you You're such a liar And I'd love to hang you You're all the same to me Fuck you You pull me down And crucify name You make me insane It's broken now, Don't ever look my way Don't even think I'm playin Cuz I fuckin hate you You're such a liar And I'd love to hang you You're all the same to me Fuck you It's broken now, don't ever look my way, don't even think I'm playin Cause I fucking hate you, your such a liar, and I love to hate you, your all the same to me. Fuck you _i hAtE yOU_ left her thoughts ♥ 2:03:00 PM
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i'll prolly not mke it...
i know it... all da encouragement's makin me feel extremely down. everyone's sayin i can do it...that they believe in me.. but..i know i'll be a total let-down... sorry.. i'll always be... cried buckets yest... prolly fell asleep coz i was too tired after all da cryin.... where was He when i needed Him da most??? where was da comfort tt i wanted frm Him?? Cried out to Him..but nothin happened....why?? 'But no matter what,i'll still have faith in you,God.. _sAd_ left her thoughts ♥ 9:06:00 AM
♥ Tuesday, November 2 ♥
I AM SO GONNA DIE...
I AM SO GONNA DIE... I AM SO GONNA DIE... I AM SO GONNA DIE... I AM SO GONNA DIE... _pLeAsE AtTeNd mY fUneRaL,iF i hAf AnY_ left her thoughts ♥ 6:56:00 PM
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ok
a great disappointment.... Chinese paper-a TOTAL SCREW UP... Social studies-a DOUBLE SCREW UP... i studied quite abit fer s.s... but.....source based was de-contextualised... wad da hell.. and i didnt even attempt my d) question which was worth 7 marks.. da essay question... ok.. da first one was.. quite good.most of my points were there... but.. MY TIME MANAGMENT SUCKS!!!... didnt complete da 2nd essay question... 13 MARKS!!!!!!!........-sLaMs dA keYbOaRd- arhhhhhh........... 'anyway,i cringe at da sight of your..all-so....horrible english... _sToMpS oFF_ left her thoughts ♥ 1:12:00 PM
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